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wow i have not been on here in soooo long..remember when livejournal use to be the shit like everyone was on it and always updated now at least for me i barely do but now im gunna start doing it more cuz i miss this thing haha,just being able to talk and write down wut you want yu know well yeah.
pretty much
i have gained SO many new and better friends
even though somtimes it feels like i lost some even tho i know i didnt!.
cuz i was just partying with everyone but yeah lol.
i work in beverly hills now for the doctor 90210 hes tight
my HOUSE and ROOM is almost finally done yaya i cant wait!
i love my house its so tight my dad did a good job haha
so now we can have bbq and go jacuzzing and rost marsh mellows in my backyard!
p.s.im gettin a new car soon ya..daddy said im doing good :].

and its finally SPRING BREAKKK yayaya lets get fuckkkd uppp.

Current Location:
working
Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
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so i couldnt sleep at all last nite like i was thinking WAY to much about everything it was way to COLD nd urgh just not a good nite
but this morning made up for it all
best best best talk with sarah!oh man i love herr!!
now i feel soo much better nd r plan is gunna b fucking GREAT!!!
yupyup.
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fuck i need a new job!
i always do this i get bored or sick of my jobs way to fast
and i love how i dont even call them or give a 2 weekes notice
i kind of just stop going haha
sarah gets me!
omg i cant wait for KMK!! DEC 9TH!!!!!!!!
yess
the world and people trip me out and thats all i have to say about that.

oh and i love how its getting all cold and cute for x-mass!!
yaya i lvoe holidays soo cuteee.

i jsut need 2 things in my life.

Current Location:
bed
Current Mood:
cheerful cheerful
Current Music:
kmk
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so pretty much my words of the last couple weeks have been for suree and hollarr haha i dunno why but yeah. i had a great weekend!. i really dont need anything. i have my best friends,i have ALLL my friends,i have the LOVE OF MY LIFE!.wtf else do i need.ohh i need my b&m,r&c drunk phone calls<33. 

but besides my parents being by polor. me nd leelee came up with it.cuz its soo true.
i love getting drunk fone/texts frm him its soo cute.

p.s. maybe if this person wasnt soo dick wiped.they would see that hes not pussy wiped.if hes on my nuts bitch.check yo man hoeeee. :] 

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new crush :x

soo cuttee.

i love the begining everything goes soo good.cute.

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new sn: sur3nal0v3

ADDD ITTTT!!!

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sum pics frm SB! 



















































wut a fucking weekend!!! hahaha i loved it tho<3 




hahah i loves bitches sooo much!!
Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
high high
Current Music:
kmk!
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P.S. NEW SN!!

SUR3NA L0V3

add it!!!!

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 i love making new friends!!!!!
and i love all my friends!!!

but best part is one i think i wanna b a barbie for halloween hahah
and too SB THIS WEEKEND!!!!!!!!!!!!!
yessssssss its gunna b sooooooooo much fun i cant even wiat omg im about to pee in my pants hahahaha ok now work
but yeahhahhahaha

lots and lots and lots of pics r cuming after this weekend for sureee!!!

Current Location:
your mom
Current Mood:
creative creative
Current Music:
you
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so pretty much.im feeling numb.
so many feeling so many thoughts.but all for good.
everything ended in a good note.
im just really happy with everything rite now.
like i dunno everything cuming together i think.i hope haha
ok well yeah im just happy i did it.thank god.ok bye now.
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so pretty much I FUCKING LOVE MY FUCKING LIFE!!!!!!!!!
KMK LAST NITE WAS THE TIGHTEST THING ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!
so many hot guys..blunts EVEYWHERE!!!!!!!
haha next month repeat with the stonter creww hahahaha
so i think im stuck wtih 2 boys.
like one i can just see my slef with more as a really really good friend and maybe one day become more but rite now i dunno
and the other i dunno like we talk but like its werid/cute at the same time.
im really more scared about this one boy cumin bak down for alil
i dunno wut to do.fuckk..
why is rite when im over he cums bak shit face!!!

soccer then work<3

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why is that i always get involved with the boys that are leaving!urgh.even tho he isnt leaving as far as the last one its still sucks but i dunno.were talking about lots of things rite now. but other then that summer is officially over for everyone well most of everyone.and honestly this summer had to b the summer i grew up and put the past behind me and started fresh with either new or old friends.i just learned so much with everything.even if i had to let go of old friends and grow frm it,its something that has changed me.now im happy in many ways but its still weird not having you there to call on or anything.but i guess thats how life happens the days go on and the wind blows maybe one day again the wind well take us bak together but intill then we just see wut happens.with everything i dont know wut i would have done this summer with out my best friend/girlfriend,my elena,my liz and other ppl.i love yu guys<333

he's over hehe movies in bed<3
elena shhh lol
Current Location:
my house
Current Mood:
giddy giddy
Current Music:
bad boy
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how can somoene get close to you and just leave just like that! fuck i dont want him leaving in less then 48 motha fucking hrs!!!!!
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as i sit and look at my window tonite
i stare at the stars and think about you
how we only ahve 2 days left to make them the best
how when we kiss its like something i want over and over again
when you hold my hand its like your never gunna let go
or when you wishper in my ear that im all yours 
at frist i thought yu were crazy gettin this close
but now its the best feeling i have had in i dont know how long
you tell ppl were together which makes me feel even better
its like were ment to b together.but your leaving in 2 days.

it feels like my summer is ending which is kind of true.but with you it was the best one ever!

BIG SUMMER UPDATE ON EVERYTHING AND LOTS OF PICS ONCE I CUM BAK FRM MEXICO AND THE LAKE  WITH MY GIRLFRIEND!!

yay fo mexicoo parttyyyy!!  I LOVE MY LIFE!

Current Location:
his rm
Current Mood:
loved loved
Current Music:
step up soundtrack
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ok so im in this thing and i dont know wut it is

like ive been seeing this one boy like all summer like a lot rite
but the thing is i dont know wut feelings i have towards him
like im SUPER sad he is leaving like i started crying when we were tlaking about it
but like i dont know if there that strong but  then i dont get why they wouldnt be if i started crying
urgh. its like sometimes i feel like i love him with im not in love with im.is that possible?
but im really really really happy so im not sure....fuck...

togo time get out of my head!
p.s. i lOVE my life and my friends!!!!!!!!!!!
ill update more later peace lovers

Current Location:
yay
Current Mood:
curious curious
Current Music:
yu
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well pretty much i love EVERYTHING!
*i love my bestfriends!
*i love all my friends!
*i love MONDAY & THRUSDAY nites!!!!!!
*i love going shopping for club outfits!
*i love seeing NEW&OLD boys!
*i love dancing everywhere and anywhere!
*i love random smoke spots!
*i love busting missions!
*i love getting drinks after the cops left!
*i love relaxing myslef by drinking..haha jenna and elena know wut im talking about!
*i love being me and fun!
but over all he's leaving in less then a mouth and that really makes me sad.
like i really have more feeling for this boy then i ever thought i would or did.
now i cant tell him cuz it wont mean anything :( but i guess ill just spend the
last few days we have together and make them the best just like the rest!
&imissthatfeelingofbeinglovedbysomeoneelse&
Current Location:
car rides
Current Mood:
exhausted exhausted
Current Music:
i wear my stunna glasses at nite
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so last nite was like one of the best nites of my life!
sleep over at my house with my slutt her boy and this other boy :x
yesterday..woke up at 5:45 w/steph then went to porto
then home fell bak asleep intill 1 haha im a surf bum :]
then hung out and saw the boys and chelly playing poker
jenna came and got me went hookah with elena joe and raymond!
things couldnt be better!!
Current Location:
your mom
Current Mood:
exhausted exhausted
Current Music:
sMoKiNg SoNg
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i love my life!
i love my friends!
i love going out every single nite!
i love being happy!
omg i just love everything!
now only i wish i had him but at the same time im like ugh..but it would b nice..
so maybe soon things well work out :} yu never knowww

p.s.I GOT NEW BED COVERS AND SHEETS YAYA im soo happy!!

Current Location:
hommeeee
Current Mood:
creative creative
Current Music:
yur mom
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so i camp bak frm camp and honstely its like a new me
i have a new changlle that im kind of doing
but its hard
and better yet i have a new crush and its great
cuz we spend like all the time together and im just happy all over agian!
and i have old but new friends and i love my life
everything in its just somthing you cant explain urgh i lvoe being happy!!
yaya work now boo but later with my lovers and him<3
Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
ditzy ditzy
Current Music:
tv
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when somthing so close to you can just erase in less then a min
the feeling of your heart just breaks down and cracks
blaming your self for everything youve done
trying every possible way to not let go
but its still not good enough,knowing this maybe the last time we talk
and if you read this one last time just  know i am really sorry and it really does suck.
maybe one day well b able to talk again.


hmm everything else has been alrite i guess
CABO was the fucking shit! the swim up bar was the tightest thing ever!
and ordering room serivce like 24/7 with chel and jenna!

camp whittle is this sat. so i have to repack once again 
but i get to buy all my girlie's cute lil things yay!

Current Location:
home
Current Mood:
blah blah
Current Music:
kill Hannah
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